My New Way
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12:00 am
[Link] | Still feels like I'm not in college. I'm doing terribly at forcing myself to work.
I'm starting to think going only two days a week was a bad idea. It doesn't feel like much of an obligation this way.
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01:21 pm
[Link] | My PS3 is dead. I'm fairly sure I know how it happened, and I'll be annoyed if this is the result when I let other people use my things. Sony's fixing it for $150 (I bought it used from Gamestop, so no warranty), but I'll be losing all saved games. Goodbye 40 hours of Persona 3, 60 hours of FFXII, and 150 hours of Dragon Warrior VII. I may know a way to back it up, but I'm not holding my breath. Fuck.
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03:53 pm
[Link] | School canceled due to snow. It's really not an impressive amount, but maybe I'll post a video.
I was meant to give a speech today, but I can't fathom what to write about. I'm supposed to rant about a certain person/event that made me decide to attend college. So I'm trying to decide how I should elaborate on "I decided I want money".
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02:28 am
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Goodbye, Reality. My new home is called Paradise City. I'm a race car driver!
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12:29 am
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Hey guys, video post I promise future ones would be more organized. This is essentially a test where you will tell me whether or not you like to listen to my voice more than read what I type. I know I had a bad angle towards the ceiling light for about ten seconds. Live and learn! COMMENT PLZ. Also, putting "waka" as my keyword seems to have worked to my disadvantage. Boob jiggling? Seriously?
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01:26 am
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late-night ramblings Six: The ending made me angry as hell, which is how I know I loved it. Al: Rorschach ;_; Reeve: Very good.
They'd obviously have to do alot of trimming for a motion picture, but I think they could still make a strong film and keep the themes intact.
College is going well. Glorified high school. I'm still trying to get a groove going and find my "drive", but I've managed so far.
My mind keeps drifting to women. It's annoying, because I'm steadfast in my decision to keep to myself. It's just how my personality is, it drives me insane to be around the same person constantly. I think it's safe to say I would get bored with someone I met now. Maybe it's because I don't know what I want? I used to have a crystal-clear image of my dream girl. Not anymore.
It's a good thing college girls aren't interested in me, otherwise I'd have a real argument going on in my head. And that may sound like me crying on my own shoulder, but there is something weird about me: I don't know if it's the way I look at people, the way I walk, or the way I talk, but there's some eccentric vibe I send off to people. And that thrills me, because I've always liked the thought of being the oddball. I can't be too bad, considering everyone I meet likes me (how's that for pretentious?). I've had this mental programming my entire life that I should try to be attractive. If I'm going to follow through on this determination to live alone, I'll need to drop that mentality.
I'm finally making some solid outlines for my story. You know, that story I've never mentioned in here before? It's my own little generic epic, but it's dear to me. I'm excited to be putting it on paper; I only wish I wasn't so intimidated by the thought of my own writing compared to those who are so much more skilled than me. But that's truthfully not something that bothers me so much anymore, usually just when I'm up past my bedtime and writing on Livejournal. But as I sit here, writing on Livejournal past my bedtime, it seems pretty scary. I'll just have to rely on my own style and hope it can reach par.
I want to write. I want to draw. I want to compose. I suppose I should get started on all of that, eh?
Oh, and No More Heroes is rockin'. Reeve, buy it. The only real flaws exist in parts of the game that are negligible, namely the open-world traveling segments.
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01:36 am
[Link] | Just finished Watchmen. Not sure I'll be able to sleep tonight.
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10:05 pm
[Link] | First day of classes went well. I like all of my professors, which is a big plus. The classes themselves feel alot like high school, but the freedom I have in between them is nice (there's about an hour and 15 minutes between my second and third class, which is nice for grabbing lunch and simply relaxing before the next class). Though I guess I don't know too much yet, since all most of the teachers did was go over the syllabus. I suppose I'll get a real taste tomorrow, unless the snow we're having right now goes insane. And I'm hoping it won't.
Also, two classes have had me interview a random student and prepare a short speech on what I've learned about them. Talking to random people without being paid for it is bad enough, but paying to talk to random people? Bah. Both students seemed nice, though.
Still, this is college. I was supposed to meet the Sega fangirl of my dreams in the first five minutes. Things are not at all going according to plan.
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02:59 pm
[Link] | Selected my classes and enrolled, feeling awesome. I go Tuesday 2 - 8:50 (with an hour break before the third class), and Thursday 2 - 4:45. And I got the same English Literature slot as my dad. As a reminder, it's not the one he teaches. He's enrolling with me.
Yeah, we're all thinking of Rodney Dangerfield right now.
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07:14 pm
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